woke up from a very good dream
… and i want to go back to sleep so badly. XD
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stumbled upon
while browsing some of my friends’ tumblr accounts i read in one of the posts: the easiest way to lose something… is to want it too badly
it left me thinking for a minute or so. the idea keeps on recurring in my head. gah. is it true? the mere thought scares me. what if i do want you too badly now, what should i do?! i don’t want to lose you! X.x
this piece of advice i stumbled upon did not help as it agitated me more, adding up to the anxiety and insecurity i’m currently getting fed up with.
what to do? words are just words and they seem not to work to reassure me of anything. i hate thinking too much and feeling like this. it’s not healthy.
more so, one unhealthy, guilty and somewhat pleasurable act i’ve recently done is stalking. and it lead me to no good. sometimes, its just best not to know anything.
lesson learned: do not revisit old blogs. T.T
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i finally said it
it took me two months. haha. 
there’s still one more hurdle to pass and, it will take me a longer time and a lot more courage to do so. wish me luck.
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can’t think straight
i scare myself when i think i’m better left alone sometimes.
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adventure
this day was full of firsts. Ü
enjoy! sa uulitin. ibang lugar naman ang ating i-explore.
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i won’t hesitate, no more
my heart feels like its going to beat so hard, it’ll jump out of my chest
X.x
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bakasyon naaaaaa!
yey! woot woot!
well, in two weeks may pasok na ulit. boohoo
anywayyyy, although i’ve waited long for this vacation. wished for it so hard. now that i have nothing to do… i’m bored. i’m not complaining for i know that soon i’d be stressed again by schoolwork but how i wish i’m somewhere else, relaxing, sipping coconuts, frolicking along the shoreline. or something like that. haha.
somewhere sunny. or somewhere cold. overseas or local. as long as i can have an adventure, a funny experience, an extraordinary or a wild one.
haha. how i wish, this vacation won’t go into waste. Ü
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